Thank you Susie
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Our Beloved Son
Joshua Eugene Hedglin
9/13/1978~3/16/1997
Forever The Wind Beneath My Wings

I Dream Of You

As the moon streams in my window,
I begin to dream of you and how much you mean to me,
I can't believe it is real,
As I reach out to touch you,
I can't believe how beautiful you feel,
As I hold you in my arms again,
I can scarely breathe for fear you'll soon be gone.

I know how life should have been,
So quickly you had to part.
Now the days pass so slowly,
Dreams are all that are left now.
I long to peek into your room and see you safely there.
I long to see your crooked smile,
To just hear your soft laughter once again.

Remember how we loved you,
more then you could have known,
Remember how you loved us too,
Please always love us,
We'll always love you.
Love Mom

For You My Precious Child

I know you haven't left me,
Your presence I still feel,
The love you give surrounds me,
And your smile it seems so real.

While I lay at night in stillness,
Your voice to me so clear,
My heart starts beating faster,
When I know that you're so near.

Sweetheart come and take me,
To the Heaven where you live,
God knows I long to hold you,
I still have so much to give.

You wouldn't have to keep me there,
Just only for a while,
Long enough to hug you,
And to once more see your smile.

Can you hear me speaking,
Are you close enough to hear,
Will you please reach out and touch me,
So I'll know that you are near.

Could it be that you are sleeping,
While I dream again once more,
Or God showing what faith can do,
When I open up His door.

I hold you safely in my heart,
And you travel through my soul,
The days we spent together,
Were the happiest I'll ever know.

You are sweet like the breath of an Angel,
That lingers and will never leave,
I'll see you soon my precious child,
And no longer shall I grieve.

Before you have to go my love,
Please fly me to the stars,
I need to see where you rest at night,
And if I have to travel far.

~valentyne~ �

Thank You Beth for this beautiful globe in memory of Josh
Please visit Beth's son Kent

Who You'd Be Today

Sunny days seem to hurt the most
Wear the pain like a heavy coat
I feel you everywhere I go
See your smile, I see your face
I hear you laughing in the rain
Still can't believe your gone


It ain't fair you died to young
Like a story that had just begun
But death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I've been through
Just knowing, no one could take your place
Sometimes I wonder, who you'd be today

Would you see the world
Would you chase your dreams
Settle down with a family
I wonder what would you name your babies
Someday's the sky's so blue
I feel like I can talk to you
And I know it might sound crazy


Sunny days seem to hurt the most
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
The only thing that gives me hope
Is I know, I'll see you again someday

By Kenny Chesney

Computer generated age progession image

Joshua at the age of 25

A special thank you to Maria Faller and Beth Hall for the thier help with graphics
Please visit thier sons by clicking on thier names.

Thank You Linda
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Thank you Judi
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Thank you Ceejie
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Thank You Sis for this beautiful gift in memory of Josh
and for always being there to understand and support me.